This day, I learned a lot of things in my life, maybe, it is very disappointing on your end, or maybe on other people's view.
When I was a kid, I dream of what I always wishes, a dream that I really wanted to have own my own,
So I dream to have my own family, old people say: "Who will take care if you when you get old"?.
I am now 24, and getting 25 or maybe older in years after.
I wish that I can have a happy family, almost perfect, open to each other, communication with each other, helping one another, caring for each other and most of all love one another.
Maybe my life has taken a lot of twists and turns. I have been through what seems to be a roller-coaster ride of emotional ups and downs.
But I learned. And I am now wiser, smarter, haha.
I realized that love yourself so much more than anyone else, or anything else in this world, can lead you to a healthier life.
People come and go, people can teach you, break you as a person, love you as what you are, change you for the better, or sometimes control you for what other person's views.
I buried all of my bad experiences in life, but I will never forget all the lessons that I learned. From loving a person so much, or sometimes, making things better for your future, or helping other persons in other ways. Sacrifices? I must think twice or thrice, or even more, or not forever. If that person really deserves it.
My life is like a movie, or a melodrama in a show. Or maybe I am very emotional person, maybe that's why. If I love someone, I will do everything for that person, for him to make him happy, and make sure that he is okay, and happy with me too.
Now. I don't regret things of what happened to me, as a person. All this experience taught me how to become a better person. To be matured enough.
These are the lessons that I will never get in school. This is life. Give Importance.
I bear no hatred for anyone, I wish them all the best in they're lives.
I have found my peace, glad I am now back.
I now overcome, move on, and… I am now happy, this is the moment that I've been waiting for. I found my happiness, that is love myself more, love my family, my sibling, my true friends who's always there for me, my circle of friends, who helped me to move on from my past, and lastly The Lord of my life. Jesus.

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